Activity M – Tune yourself to the Sirian Temple of Ma’at

Below you’ll find a transcript through which I’ll guide you into connecting to the Temple of Ma’at. (Audio file coming soon!)

I have taken the Blue Ray there, and I have been taken there by Anubis (patron and protector of souls and embalmers, preparing the dead for Amenti or reincarnation). Most guided meditations for Sirius or the Blue Lodge can take you there if you choose to focus on her, though there’s more than one temple in the system! This particular temple is for communing with Source, the infinite black womb of void itself. Ma’at is just one representation of this principle.

Ma’at is an ancient deity, an entity that humans were never able to fully anthropomorphize. Even in her deified humanoid form, those who tuned to her preached her formless form. For she is the void, birthplace of all creation. The Spirit of Truth, bearer of divine will, champion of empathy, essence of balance and element of cosmic harmony. When we live with Ma’at, our hearts are light – filled with compassion and wonder. It was to Ma’at that even the pharaohs were beholden, and whom all mortals pass through and into upon death. She represents every vibration in existence.

Recommended crystals: Labradorite or Azurite, or similar (blue galactic connectors/transporters). Angelite works too. If you want a boost, add any amplifier or vibration raiser (apophyllite, quartz’s, etc – Labradorite counts as a booster too…)

If you aren’t following a Pace sequence, I recommend doing Activities between your Opening Ritual and Dreaming Ritual.

 


 
It’s dark here. Black.
 
 
In the dark, we think things will be heavier, lower, about to fall. Our bodies tense up waiting for…
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Yet, it’s also as if everyone is floating on air, moving lightly, swiftly, agily. It’s as if the room is actually filled to the brim with light, we’re just absorbing so much of it, so that everything reflects black.
 
 
Like right when you come inside on a sunny day.
 
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Everyone is so grateful, radiating tears of appreciation for the benevolence of Oneness. We are delightfully ecstatic, yet always soothed, calm and centered. I want to feel this way forever. I do. I am feeling this way forever.
 
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Outside, the children play as all children do across the universe. Laughing, stumbling, feeling the echos of their lives.
 
 
Yet in the Temple, it seems dead silent. The silence of knowing Death’s truthes. Yet, there is also the security of immortality. It is known here.
 
 
And it’s not silent at the same time. It’s as if the echos have sounded and overlayed, recurring so many times overlapping that we no longer have the sound of an echo, but an everhumming that twinkles in the subaudible.
 
 
It’s delectible. It’s the love of everything. It is the peace of being in the presence of the fertile void filling itself.
 
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We drink from clay bowls. Tasting a sweet yet umami, cozy flavor – almost like burdock. Almost like lavender. The herbs here are different, but the essence is the same.
 
 
Anyway, it’s delicious, and yet it tastes like nothing, or rather, like myself.
 
 
We drink, we pray, we walk up to the central portal, an etheric crystal I can barely see the shape of, it’s shining so bright. I know it has perfect symmetry, yet I cannot count the many sides and facets. We touch faces with the goddess through it, absorbing her and sharing ourselves.
 
 
We pray.
 
 
We ask nothing of her in our prayers. It’s reverence, surely. It’s more like basking in her, in our own will, than seeking response. Because we know, we get response out there, we thank and ask and thank and ask, everywhere else. We are in constant conversation with her/it/god – Our Source – every single moment.
 
 
In here though, it is a temple to existence, existing. When one stills and distills all activity, what is left is The Experience. The one so many of us seek and yearn for, recurringly, in other bodies, other places, but here it is quotidien… We know it is always beneath every sound and above every crown…

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We’re silent, solemn and sacred. Words cannot describe the bliss of this silence…

 
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Activity C – Creating An Etheric-Astral Space

In this activity we’re going to practice creating an etheric-astral space. It can be a small space, such as a mini zen garden above your headboard. Or, a large one like an extension on your house (only, ya know, etherically formed and projected on the astral plane).

If you’ve ever done visual meditations, that’s the first step. We’re going to make something a bit more permanent (and always changeable), and entirely your own. You may find such a place easier to get to in your dreams than physical places – even easier than the next room in your home. Shall we continue? …


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Activity A – Awareness

First and foremost, the deepest truth we can be aware of is that we are each, individually, always the master of our own dreams! You might not believe it yet, but humor me, go on and say it out loud: “I am the master of my own dreams!”…

In pursuit of that empowerment, the rest of this is in the 1st person, because you don’t call yourself “you”, you call yourself “I”…

Recommended crystals: Apophyllite, or a Quartz variant, or similar (amplifiers, vibration raisers). Celestite works too.
If you want a boost for clarity, add any dark blue, indigo or violet clarity crystal, such as Azurite.

Situating the mind into that power may lead me down a path of remembering that I have this power which I’ve forgotten. Or, it can mean recognizing the highest good and deepest lesson in experiences I don’t prefer. Or, realizing the undesired experience is there entirely because I want to learn I have the power to dispell it! (And serves to teach me the how of any of these processes). Reaching deeper awareness, and regaining a sense of right direction, is a unique combination of processes and feelings that only I can really know for myself. 


This first activity will help me to reach the next level of awareness in my dreams. Remember I’m dreaming and remember more of my dreams. Be observant and experience with clarity. Be conscious of my dreams and conscious in my dreamscape.
 
The core points of my awareness can be one, or many. 

I may find myself feeling from my upper gut, just under my heart – knowing I trust someone or or some experience, or not.

I may be in my heart – knowing I love or am excited by something, or if something makes me feel ‘meh’.

I may feel from my lower belly – the dropping of fear or the relaxing comfort of my belly expanding and digesting that fear and transmuting it into courage.
 
I may be in my head, as many notions swirl and pass through my mind, knowing which is the truth and which is just filler.

 
 
These are all places my awareness can be, and all of them are valid. 
 
 
I am going to pick one of these awareness points. It can be one I am familiar with, to ground myself in this new experience, and/or one I’m intent on developing further. It may be one unnamed here. 

 
Having chosen, I breathe into that part of myself and feel it out for a few minutes…
 


 
Now, I recall a time, in my waking life or my dreaming, when I felt completely and utterly confident in my feeling/thinking/knowing from that awareness point. I knew what I was doing, what I was feeling and knowing, was without doubt the right thing for me. A moment when what I was feeling/knowing from this awareness point was the signifier of how I define that experience. 
 
 
I may experience this through color, sound, thought, emotion, sensation, spoken language, sensation, emotion, thought, sound or color. My awareness point may speak all of these languages. I will listen in all ways.
 
 
I recall how my entire body and self felt in that certainty – emotional, mental, etheric. I recall the thoughts and feelings that passed through me when my awareness was grounded to that point in that moment. I scan my entire being, recalling these imprints.
 

I invoke that feeling in this moment.
 
 
Once I have deeply situated myself into that feeling and awareness…


 
I now consider a moment when I knew what I was feeling in that same awareness point, at a different time when it was a recognition of what was not right for me.
 
 
I remember that feeling, how it made each part of my body and my self – emotional, mental, etheric – feel. I recall the thoughts and feelings that passed through me when my awareness was grounded to that point in that moment. 

 
I consider now the difference between feeling right and aligned with my experiences or choices, and the opposite feeling of knowing what was not right for me. 
 
 
I scan my entire body, my mindscape, my energy bodies, searching for those differences and remembering what they are.
 
 
Now, once I have recalled thoroughly…
 


 
I remind myself that both of these feelings are similar – in that I knew, from this same awareness point, who I really am. My own truth. 
 
 
Knowing this similarity, I again remember the difference. I reiterate to myself, through whatever language, the difference between my true yes and my true no – all my truth.

 
Knowing this, I now seek to remember a moment of confusion in this awareness point. A moment when I didn’t know if what I was feeling in this awareness point was right for me or not. When I didn’t know what feeling or action to choose…

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I realize now that I was experiencing more than one feeling, one notion, in the same moment. My confusion came when I had to make a choice, or when there was a contradiction between my various feelings and thoughts.
 
 
I recall as many of these feelings in that moment as I can identify. I separate them and at the same time I seek to understand how they fit together. How they are not incompatible, even if in that moment I felt that a prioritization, or sequencing, had to take place.
 

 
I will now sort through the various feeling/thoughts/sensations in confusion, the different feelings, sensations and thoughts – the different parts of me within a confusing experience. Some will match my true yes, while at the same time some of those feelings/thoughts/sensations will match my true no. I am learning myself even more deeply in every instant…
 


 
Only when I feel this process is ready enough to nourish me tonight, will I continue on to the ritual. Although this process is never over, I know I have learned something about myself that I can bundle and unbundle in my soul and dreams tonight…